April 23 and 24: Cindy is on a Roll

HEY so I told you guys that this was going to be late but even I didnt think It would be this late. So for that you get a double action blog. I did double the work and hopefully U will have double the fun so lets get shit POPPIN'


Words of the DAYS:LOL

gelastic- adj. pertaining to laughing
Sentence: My friend Tina has a gelastic episodes every time we watch South Park.
wroth- a. archiac angry
Sentence: The wroth woman screamed at the top of her lungs.

Too Much Poetry:

Im Frontin' Hard

I put on a front for so many years I forgot who the fuck I am.
I know that sounds crazy
But shit its true
Last week nigga I thought I was you
Damn we dress alike and talk alike
But who the fuck am I
Last month a bitch told me she thought I had died
And I would have believed her too
If I wasn't breathin
A year ago I thought I had it even
But what were the odds
I had fucked shit up again tryna be hard
Four years ago I was a prissy bitch with a secret
Five years ago I was so oblivious I couldn't see shit
FUCK five minutes ago I started this poem
Because
Because
I woke up and realized
I have been frontin for so many years I don't know who the fuck I am
And I should just try to be ME

Copyright 2009


In My Head

The reality is I'm stuck
I don't know where to go
I sit back and wonder why
But nothing is all I show
Anger I can not control
Sadness I can no longer hold
Tired of being lost
Heart still covered in frost
Changing my mind every second
Trying to be a better me
What am I thinking
Why am I not free
I sit at home all night
Tired and losing sight
I need a place to be I need a better me
My thoughts can't keep them inside.
I sit and I think then I stop cuz why try
To be me is a curse at times its just pain
The constant stress of being perfect
When so far from that
The saddest part of being me is being just myself
I lay and think and wait for death
But don't want to be dead
I stand and sit and think of this
To let it out my head
Copyright 2008

Celeb Gossip: Double the Pleasure

I just want to start this off by simply saying my Boo looks so good in purple. I gotta love it and if u dont OH WELL.



















Is it just me or is Lil Kim, Kung Pow Kim now. This chick does not look anything like she did back in the days " I gotta crush on you". Now she is just scary. I miss the old brown skinned big teeth Kim. Like does anyone know what she is doing and if so can you tell be so I can understand. She cant smile I dont think she can blink, and she looks so unreal. Im concerned that she is mutating. ME NO LIKEY...LOL

What in the world is going on. Mario is not the sexiest man in the world to me but to some he is the ut thing. The new problem I have is the fact that this man cut all of his hair off. WHY????!!!! Some things I can understand but this is totally NOT ACCEPTABLE. I mean maybe He thinks...NO he has to think that this is SEXY...YIKES. SO I HATE IT

Well Chrissy it has come to my attention that you can start claiming your new boo now, cuz my girlie Rih Rih has moved on to bigger and better things. And these things go by the name of Andre Bynum, and he plays for the L.A. Lakers.. SO HA...IN YOUR FACE CHRISSY. Now I dont know how true this is but I hope it is true as shit and I hope she has moved the fuck on. They were seen together in Beverly Hills and that could be the beginning of a good thing. I AM SO HAPPY AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SHIT!!!!!

Today I have two people to add to my people I want to meet list . the first person to add to this list is Miss Taraji P Henson. I love her and I really truly admire her. Her career has truly rocketed and I truly hope that she can continue to star in great movies and get covers of magizines. This lady is true role model material.

And the other person is the the KING Michael Jackson. I have lived his music since I was a child and many of my friends and family members could tell u very embarrassing stories about how I feel about MJ, but I wont. I will say is this man turned ghoul is the NUMBER 1 person in the world that I want to meet. I know I cant touch him or he may break but it would be nice to look him in his eyes and let him know I am a huge fan of his music and no matter what people say about him I still love him with all my heart.

Random Facts:

Well the first fact makes alot of sense and that is that the majority of suicides occur on Mondays...dont seem so surprised... Good thing its Friday. And to stay on this death tip did you know that your hair and nails continue to grow after you die....That is the second fact and that id just creepy.

Discussion:

I dont think I can do double the talk LOL. I dont think I can do single the talk to be honest. I am so tired. I did not right it my other blog today so I guess i can just rant here and you guys can say damn she is crazy. So I have to work alot of extra hours not because my account is majorly in the negative. And that is way not cool. So I am working a Mid to 9 am to try to make enough money to pay my bills and get myself out of the hole. GOOD LUCK right...Well I need more than luck. I need to stay awake LOL. This is helping but as u know This is the end. But I am done and This double dose was fun, I am not asking what u think because u dont respond.

Love you all and remember, patience is a virtue, virtue is an obligation, obligation takes time, time is limited, limits are a weakness, weakness is painful, and pain takes patience


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